All of these events that continue to transpire are befuddling. More than anything I’d rather not divulge what has happened. The main reason for this being that the small fund of trust that I had is finally dry. It’s not that I think people are untrustworthy. I just find it more convenient to not have 50,000 people in my business or however many people inhabit this crumby city. Anyway, the conversation I had an hour ago and with whom I had it with is largely the strangest happening thus far. It is only Thursday. It is only May. I don’t want anymore situations though. I don’t want it. Sure they make for great stories, but they’re driving me mad. The stress from my parents is the only thing in addition to my relationship that I want to have to worry about. I don’t want to have to worry about someone saying this or that. I’m just ready to get the fuck on with my life. No more horse shit, really.